Saturday, November 28, 2015

Wow. It's been a while.

As with the way life usually does, much in life has changed since my last post in 2011. It's now 2015 and I have completed a degree, have a freshman in high school, and am now working in my dream job as a PreK teacher at Central Christian Academy. I have recently decided to take up Bible Journaling and thought this would be a good outlet to share my thoughts and keep a journal of my journaling. :). I am waiting for my journaling bible which should be here at Christmas so I'm just putting some ideas in my sketch book and my old bible. I am also posting just a few other zen tangles from my sketch book too. Those were just for fun.

Saturday, February 12, 2011

made to crave...

I have just started to read "Made to Crave" by Lysa Terkherst. This is the second book I have read by this woman and she seems to have an uncany nack for reading my most secret thoughts and self-dialogue! It's really kind of scary. Between this book and a couple of other "ventures" I have the feeling that God is about to do some real "prunning of this vine."

John 15:1-2
I am the true vine and my Father is the gardener. He cuts off every branch in me that bears no fruit, while every branch that does bear fruit He prunes so that it will be even more fruitful.

Thursday, February 3, 2011

trust Him...

Proverbs 3:5-6

Trust in the LORD with all your heart
   and lean not on your own understanding;
 in all your ways submit to him,
   and he will make your paths straight.


Psalm 25:1-3a

In you, LORD my God,
   I put my trust.   I trust in you;
   do not let me be put to shame,
   nor let my enemies triumph over me. 
No one who hopes in you
   will ever be put to shame

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Romans 8:18-39

 My brain is fried today so I decided to just post my favorite bible verse in the whole book.


18 I consider that our present sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us. 19 For the creation waits in eager expectation for the children of God to be revealed. 20 For the creation was subjected to frustration, not by its own choice, but by the will of the one who subjected it, in hope 21 that[h] the creation itself will be liberated from its bondage to decay and brought into the freedom and glory of the children of God.
 22 We know that the whole creation has been groaning as in the pains of childbirth right up to the present time. 23 Not only so, but we ourselves, who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly as we wait eagerly for our adoption to sonship, the redemption of our bodies. 24 For in this hope we were saved. But hope that is seen is no hope at all. Who hopes for what they already have? 25 But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently.
 26 In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us through wordless groans. 27 And he who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for God’s people in accordance with the will of God.
 28 And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who[i] have been called according to his purpose. 29 For those God foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the image of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brothers and sisters. 30 And those he predestined, he also called; those he called, he also justified; those he justified, he also glorified.
More Than Conquerors
 31 What, then, shall we say in response to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us? 32 He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all—how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things? 33 Who will bring any charge against those whom God has chosen? It is God who justifies. 34 Who then is the one who condemns? No one. Christ Jesus who died—more than that, who was raised to life—is at the right hand of God and is also interceding for us. 35 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword? 36 As it is written:    “For your sake we face death all day long;
   we are considered as sheep to be slaughtered.”[j]
 37 No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. 38 For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons,[k] neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, 39 neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Friday, January 7, 2011

learning to balance...

I've recently decided on a metaphor for our walk with God.  As I continually strive to be a good steward of the things that God blesses me with, I fight the struggle against the pull of the world and my lack of self-control.  God continues to meet all my needs and beyond.  His faithfulness never waivers.  I find that when I am more faithful with His gifts, He gives me more blessings and thus, more responsibility.  When I fail, it usually results in a season of striving and anxiety. 

I compare this walk with teaching a child to ride a bike.  When they first ride a bike, they have training wheels which keep the bike upright.  When the training wheels are removed, the parent follows the bike, holding it up until the child learns to balance it on their own.  Our walk with God can be like that.  We have training wheels on for the first part of our spiritual walk.  They set the boundaries and limits and help keep our "bike" upright.  As we grow, at some point, hopefully we can "take off the training wheels".  I'm finding that when we take off without our training wheels on our walk of life with God, He gives us room to grow and when we fall, He holds us back up again.  I can't tell you how many times in my life God has had to pick me back up and re-teach me lessons that I should have learned the first time.  Thank you, God, for second chances.

May I spend my life trying to find the balance to keep my "bike" upright and in doing so, be His faithful steward!

Matthew 25:14-29
Parable of the Talents
 14"(K)For it is just like a man (L)about to go on a journey, who called his own slaves and entrusted his possessions to them.  15"To one he gave five (M)talents, to another, two, and to another, one, each according to his own ability; and he (N)went on his journey.
 16"Immediately the one who had received the five (O)talents went and traded with them, and gained five more talents.
 17"In the same manner the one who had received the two talents gained two more.
 18"But he who received the one talent went away, and dug a hole in the ground and hid his master's money.
 19"Now after a long time the master of those slaves came and (P)settled accounts with them.
 20"The one who had received the five (Q)talents came up and brought five more talents, saying, 'Master, you entrusted five talents to me. See, I have gained five more talents.'
 21"His master said to him, 'Well done, good and (R)faithful slave You were faithful with a few things, I will (S)put you in charge of many things; enter into the joy of your master.'
 22"Also the one who had received the two (T)talents came up and said, 'Master, you entrusted two talents to me. See, I have gained two more talents.'
 23"His master said to him, 'Well done, good and (U)faithful slave. You were faithful with a few things, I will put you in charge of many things; enter into the joy of your master.'
 24"And the one also who had received the one (V)talent came up and said, 'Master, I knew you to be a hard man, reaping where you did not sow and gathering where you scattered no seed.
 25'And I was afraid, and went away and hid your talent in the ground. See, you have what is yours.'
 26"But his master answered and said to him, 'You wicked, lazy slave, you knew that I reap where I did not sow and gather where I scattered no seed.
 27'Then you ought to have put my money in the bank, and on my arrival I would have received my money back with interest.
 28'Therefore take away the talent from him, and give it to the one who has the ten talents.'
 29"(W)For to everyone who has, more shall be given, and he will have an abundance; but from the one who does not have, even what he does have shall be taken away.

Thursday, January 6, 2011

faithfulness...

Your love, O LORD, reaches to the heavens, your faithfulness to the skies. Psalm 36:5

I live in awe that my God is faithful, no matter what.  Even the people I love and trust the most in this world will not always be there or be available to meet my needs. 

And my God will supply all your needs according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus.  Philipians 4:19

Psalm 139

 1 You have searched me, LORD,
   and you know me.
2 You know when I sit and when I rise;
   you perceive my thoughts from afar.
3 You discern my going out and my lying down;
   you are familiar with all my ways.
4 Before a word is on my tongue
   you, LORD, know it completely.
5 You hem me in behind and before,
   and you lay your hand upon me.
6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
   too lofty for me to attain.
 7 Where can I go from your Spirit?
   Where can I flee from your presence?
8 If I go up to the heavens, you are there;
   if I make my bed in the depths, you are there.
9 If I rise on the wings of the dawn,
   if I settle on the far side of the sea,
10 even there your hand will guide me,
   your right hand will hold me fast.
11 If I say, “Surely the darkness will hide me
   and the light become night around me,”
12 even the darkness will not be dark to you;
   the night will shine like the day,
   for darkness is as light to you.
 13 For you created my inmost being;
   you knit me together in my mother’s womb.
14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
   your works are wonderful,
   I know that full well.
15 My frame was not hidden from you
   when I was made in the secret place,
   when I was woven together in the depths of the earth.
16 Your eyes saw my unformed body;
   all the days ordained for me were written in your book
   before one of them came to be.
17 How precious to me are your thoughts,[a] God!
   How vast is the sum of them!
18 Were I to count them,
   they would outnumber the grains of sand—
   when I awake, I am still with you.

23 Search me, God, and know my heart;
   test me and know my anxious thoughts.
24 See if there is any offensive way in me,
   and lead me in the way everlasting.

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Colossians 3:17

And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him.